Mummy’s day off

I was so darned tired yesterday. My hubby took time off and came back to help and ask me to go to bed and rest. He recommended me to enjoy my day off today and he'll stay home to look after the baby. Well. He was supposed to bring me to far end of the…

Everything about Baby

i need to remind myself to blog more on my baby cause he is growing up fast and little things will makes me go WOW. The actions that he did everyday are so amazing (he himself is a amazing baby) i thought i need to record it. EVERY SINGLE THING. because this baby isn't easy…

To my Baby

Hey baby Mom always accused you of being a milk monster, wanting to eat all the time: but mom didn't realised its because tine really passed very fast when I'm with you. I'm going to miss your newborn stage, just like how I missed your kicks when you are in my womb. Mom always resented…

Breastfeeding wasn’t easy

Im not sure how to describe. All I know it's not easy for everyone. During pregnancy, I told myself I would give my baby bm as much as possible. I was given the idea that "Breast is best". Not only that, my mil always reminded me of 2 things during pregnancy: confinement Nanny and breastfeeding.…

PP Blues

Mom was getting worried if I am able to take care of you on my own without help. I refused mil's help because I don't trust her the way she handles you (from the way she carries and feeds you) and to be fair, if I refuse inlaws help I shouldn't be asking my mom…

Labour Post

13 July 19 Saturday admitted to induce labour. At 11am, I was given med to dilate and they send me from delivery ward to my suite first. By 12-1pm, I started to feel contractions. Pain level of 1-10, I rated this pain as 1-2 but at this period I was already walking around the room…

Post partum depression is very real

Yes. Let's not escape from this. I thought I am strong and it won't happen to me but recently, all sorts of trial matters will make me cry. Especially on breast milk. And my freezer suddenly get cranky. Talk about murphy's law. I saw the ice cream pop I had before giving birth melted into…

Third Trimester

Week 28 Was in a cab back to office from lunch and the car was overwhelmed with lemongrass scent. I considered it as NEAT scent. I keep on adjusting the aircon to blow away the scent in my face and the driver noticed it and thought the aircon was too cold for me. I replied…

Second Trimester

Week 14 Vomited my breakfast consists of milk and egg. I dunno is it the baby or me repelling. Cause I really hate egg and I used to hate milk. The only milk I drank was HL or Ensure. Occasionally sharp poking pain (fast) but other than that everything is fine. Have cravings for bak…

Countdown 100

Countdown 100 days! That was fast!